This other me


I feel these words

Exploding out of me
Usually I let them flow
Unfettered 
Spouting as they will
Going where they want
But today
I fear I must
Chain them
Harness them –
Bind them by convention 
I am feeling down today
Raw
Exposed.
Depressed.
There, I said it
Depressed.
They say not to use that word
To save it for clinical use
That to label oneself that way
Is simply a self grandiose 
Bid for attention.
I don’t think it’s that
I’m pretty sure it is not
.
.
.
.
.
.
If convention allows me
To express my joy 
My anger
My exuberance 
My sadness
Then why not my Blues?
It is just as much a part
Of me
As all the others are
And by allowing these words
To flow out of my Self
It feels
Cathartic 
.
.
.
.
.
.
So yes.
I get depressed 
At times
And this happens to be
One of those times 
And I reserve the right
To let my words flow.
I release them
From the chains
Of convention.
I feel free.

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